Monday, June 20, 2005
Well, I'm alive. Some of my problems are partly figured out, and some are not. I have certainly been in a pretty dark place, but fear not, I have not been strung out on drugs or anything, I just think this photo describes my mental state in the last few weeks.
I am still really antsy, and such, plus I have to have an embarrassing surgery in a few weeks, but besides that, it looks like I will be okay. I will talk more about what I have done in the last month, later.
Also, I would like to correct something, and apologize for a mistake I made.
In answering the ten questions asked me by the most excellent -E, I did not make myself clear on something. In my answer to question #9 (check two posts down), I gave the impression that I am quite foul-mouthed. That is not the case. You will actually be hard-pressed to hear me utter a "hell" or "damn" in a conversation, let alone harsher words. Sure, they slip out sometimes (particularly in the car), but what I meant to say was, "my use of the words 'fuck' and 'shit' in this blog", not "my frequent use of the words 'fuck' and 'shit'" Not to judge any of you with the salty tongues, I just wanted to clear up a false impression I gave of myself. I know that one thing about me.
Unfortunately, there are a lot of things about me I don't know, and I am still in that strange post-college transition period where I am completely in the dark about my future, though in the past few days, things have started to clear up a little (and don't look too dark, at all), hence this post.
Well, I can't promise that I will be posting much in the next few months, but I did want you all to know that I am still alive, and I will try to catch up with you.