I sometimes wonder if I internalize more or less than I used to. In a way this blog used to be more of an external projection of my internalization. I guess in bluntest terms, I created it to vent things I would probably not say out loud.
These days, though (and for quite a while), I don't think there is anything I would write that I would not say. I'm not having sudden freak-outs on my wife or anybody. Maybe I just don't have as much anger bottled up? Have I mellowed?
NO, I HAVEN'T MELLOWED!!!