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Monday, June 20, 2005

Where I've Been

Well, I'm alive. Some of my problems are partly figured out, and some are not. I have certainly been in a pretty dark place, but fear not, I have not been strung out on drugs or anything, I just think this photo describes my mental state in the last few weeks.
I am still really antsy, and such, plus I have to have an embarrassing surgery in a few weeks, but besides that, it looks like I will be okay. I will talk more about what I have done in the last month, later.
Also, I would like to correct something, and apologize for a mistake I made.
In answering the ten questions asked me by the most excellent -E, I did not make myself clear on something. In my answer to question #9 (check two posts down), I gave the impression that I am quite foul-mouthed. That is not the case. You will actually be hard-pressed to hear me utter a "hell" or "damn" in a conversation, let alone harsher words. Sure, they slip out sometimes (particularly in the car), but what I meant to say was, "my use of the words 'fuck' and 'shit' in this blog", not "my frequent use of the words 'fuck' and 'shit'" Not to judge any of you with the salty tongues, I just wanted to clear up a false impression I gave of myself. I know that one thing about me.
Unfortunately, there are a lot of things about me I don't know, and I am still in that strange post-college transition period where I am completely in the dark about my future, though in the past few days, things have started to clear up a little (and don't look too dark, at all), hence this post.
Well, I can't promise that I will be posting much in the next few months, but I did want you all to know that I am still alive, and I will try to catch up with you.


-E said...

Glad to know you are alright. *hug* You take as much time as you need. Just make sure to let us know you're alive from time to time.

Chief Slacker said...

Gald to see you're still working through things! We'll all be here once you have things sorted out. Good luck with everything!

Jordan said...

Good hearing from you again, Nic. I figured you'd be around sometime or later. Good to know you are working through things, at least you are in a state of action and not just despair or mully grubbing around. I hope you find whatever it is you are looking for.

Very nice compostion by the way. Did you take that yourself?

I actually asked myself this question today, "Who am I?"

Jordan said...

Thanks for not dying Nic...and reading my thingie.

Yeah, I still miss Specks, and I'm sorry that Winkie might pass. I had almost forgotten about Wink, but now I certainly do remember that little beast of yours lol.

Yeah, the film, which was actually supposed to be typed "flashlight blues", is gonna be a pretty big one in scope. I don't know when I'll be able to pull it off.

I've been tossing and turning about the time period ideas. There are 3 or 4 periods that have inspired me for the film but I'm not quite sure which to put in the film. I think I've decided to just do it in the late 70's/early 80's period. I'm hoping to just transform my sets and locations into my idea setting and period-look for the film and go with that. I'm sure of the kind of look I want, it's just getting it that's all.

Well next time, tell me about whatever projects you might be working on. I'd definitely be interested to listen.

Thanks again for the reply and God bless you too.

12:17 AM

Stacy Paul Vicknair said...

thanks for the msg and glad to hear you're still around. Hope the best for you.

John T. Meche III said... love...where art thou? Your sister's ignoring me and I haven't seen a new post from you in ages...What happened!? How have things so much fallen apart!?

Cty said...

As a fellow post-collegiate wanderer, I sympathize entirely with your state. There are bad days and good days, bad weeks and good weeks; it'll get better permanently eventually. A little existentialism never (really) hurt anybody.